Palpitation is a BAD SIGN !

sekarang memang sgt stress!! FINAL EXAM + MEDICINE POSTING...

aku SUPER CUAK bile terpikir nak final dah..lagi 96 hari jek.byak gile bende basic ak xtaw.baru 1-2 hari ni nk try rajen2 sikit. pening byk bnde still xtaw.sgt malu.

tp ni sume salah sendiri.sape suruh BERSENANG-SENANG DAHULU, MERANA-MERANA KEMUDIAN? sape suh study last minute.ntah la.nak dipikir2, bnde dah jadik. honestly, aku xde bnde yg leh drive mood stdy kecuali EXAM. lagipon aku nye memory sgt la poor...bru bace malam ni, esok dh lupe 50%.

plus, skrg posting medicine...dah masuk 2nd month, dah tukar doctor.Dr.Bee ni bagus.tp die suke tanye2.so akan terpsycho la jawabnye. tp setakat ni die memang sempoi.xde marah2.tp as a student, xkan nak perform badly je kan? my adrenaline will keep on rushing whenever have class with him.bukan ape, i'm a PERFECTIONIST or at least try to look for perfection even x perfect pon! so, bile buat bnde xperfect, jadik stress la kan...

pastu dilema bile pikir wedding kaklong...next monday tu aku dah EOP...sempat ke nk study??? klu 1st EOP medicine dulu tu pon dh xdpt cover sume, apetah lagi klu aku enjoy time wedding tu nanti...klu ikot hati, hentam je la..tp syang la result tu.but, this is first wedding in family...rugi klu miss..tawakkal je la.

pape pon, sgt2 harap my spirit will be there when i need it...pls be with me till da end..

bile stress, HOMESICK jadi nye...tp bile dh blik rumah, asik tensen lak dok bergadoh...huhu..

tu je la nak membebel.lapar dh perot.nak cari makan.bubye!