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Friday, May 20, 2011

Keep in your mind that exam is sooooo....NEAR.

sekarang aku xbrape suke bce post fbook kt news feed.klu boleh, nak scroll down page tu laju2.bace yg menarik2 jek.

sebab pe? 

PSYCHO BEB!

taw sebab pe psycho?? psycho la klu de org tulis cmni.

"80 days to go"...esok nye "79 days to go"....luse nye "78 days to go"...etc....

ataupon bile org len post cmni,

"arghh...byk lagi xcover...cuak gile.." padahal  siang malam die dh pegi clerk patient.klu tnye pathophysio sume leh jawab dgn cemerlang nye.rare disease je die blom cover tuh.huh!

ade gak post cmni...

"Miss XXX, jgn lupe mlm ni stdy grup kite discuss bla..bla..bla...".

ataupon few people yg lg annoying.status die 24 jam nak tulis ape yg die bru bace kt buku.fuyoooo.....i'm NOT impressed!

macam2 lagi post kt fb tu yg menakutkan.xingt dah.hehe


msej yg ak nk sampaikan, bukan nye aku anti dgn post2 or org2 camni.tp nak menunjukkan BETAPA KECUAKAN DAH MENGUASAI SUME ORG & BETAPA TAKUT NYE AKU MELALUI HARI2 AKAN DTG BERSAMA2 SIKAP MALAS YG ASIK FOLLOW AKU...hahaha...

but, post2 fb dorg ni sume, always keep me reminded that exam is just around da corner.thanks la korg.so, pls be hardworking everyday.padahal almost everyday still malas.huh!

dah la.nah bgi gmbar awek ni.sye suke die.jgn gtaw org.hehe...




We're good friend.But u're annoying.So, how?

bila xkenal, gedik2 nak rapat.

bile dah rapat, sume baik buruk prangai kite tahu.

nmpak gaya cam kawan baik, tp bile makin kenal, mkin byk bnde pasal die kite xsuke.so camne?

jika berpikir positif, nobody's perfect kan? itulah manusia.

xpe.kite berkawan biar seribu.kawan sejati, baik buruk pon kite telan.kite bukan perfect kan?

Sunday, May 8, 2011

formspring.me

How do u wish Mother's Day to your mom? Do you just wish "Hepi Mother's Day, Mom!" or u say "I Love U,Mom!" or u express your true feelings?

Bila sume orang bercakap pasal Mama mereka, saya pon mahu juge.


honestly, aku xpenah hafal bile Mother's Day sebenarnye...yup.that's da truth.yg aku tahu bulan Mei je...ye dan aku juge taw, korg sedang melabel aku anak derhaka..xde sebab pon nape ak xingat...bile org ckap hari ni Mother's Day jek, aku pon baru wish...yes, dis special day came + go every year. But, I really find that it's too hard for me to express my feelings to my own mom... Mybe what people called as "EGO" is the problem. ye la kan. normal la LELAKI memang la BESAR EGO NYE...xsemestinye tidak meluahkan rase sayang bermakna kite xsayang. tp, jauh dalam hati rase sayang tu xtergambar dgn ayat @ kata2. So many sacrifices she made. sebab tu, SYURGA DI BAWAH TELAPAK KAKI IBU. sejak kecik lagi, every year bile besday or mother's day, susah nak cakap kt Mama yg aku SANGAT SUPER SAYANG die...so, yang terluah cuma wish "Selamat Hari Ibu,Ma!". tp pe yg kite rse pade die xtermampu nak cakap, xtaw la kenapa. MALU agak nye. Tp baru2 ni, waktu aku posting wad O&G, aku observe delivery baby.Mase tu aku sedar betapa peritnye ibu2 ni lahirkan seorg anak. Hari tu jugak lah aku kol Mama, cakap TERIMA KASIH sebab lahirkan aku. Aku dpt rase yg nada die terkejut + gembira mase tu.And yes, it's my first time expressed those feelings!

bila tengok kt TV, ade macam2 drama dorg buat pasal MAK/IBU/UMI. n moral of da story selalunye mesti pasal "Hargailah + Sayangilah Ibu Anda Sementara Beliau Masih Hidup". aku pon selalu gak terpikir. aku selalu terpikir pe aku akan rase kalu Mama dah xde.ak xtaw la klu aku meroyan ke? ak terpikir mampu ke klu aku yg imamkan arwah..bukan mendoa yg xbaik, tapi bende2 ni senang sentap jiwa aku. aku akui, aku ni susah jugak nak menangis. Certain2 bnde je boleh wat aku nanges. Antaranya berkaitan dgn MAMA.

klu nak bercerita pasal sacrifice yg Mama buat, smpai tahun depan pon blom tentu habes.Mula dengan 9 bulan dalam perot secara breech (songsang), sampai beranak, pastu nak membesar lagik. Payah. Xade org yg boleh menandingi insan bernama IBU ni. Bangun 4-5 pagi nak buat breakfast, pastu kejot anak2 + suami. Tu pon klu anak2 bangun.Klu, xbangun, nak kene perhambat dulu. Pastu, nak gi sekolah nak bawak bekal pulak tuh.Padahal Mak kite sendiri pon nk kene siap pi keje kol 8. anak2 dah sette, nak layan breakfast suami lak. 7.30 baru nak mandi, pstu g keje.Sanggop balik lunch hour nak hantar lauk tuk anak2.pastu pegi keje balik pukul 2. Naik bas plak tu.Mama bkn de keta pon. (T_T)


Bile dah besar, anak2 sume degil. xmo ikot cakap.Suh semayang, xsemayang. nak kene hambat baru leh gerak...sampai ke tua sekrg ni pon still kene hambat.klu tinggal smyang, kuar lah ayat pedas yg memang makan dalam. "Korang ni aku tgok, semayang xkesah pon ek".(bese la,org melaka kasar sikit bunyi nye) .di saat aku menaip ni, aku azam xnak tggal semayang lagi(Amin..). Lagi satu, klu bab makan, mama selalu beralah. Kadang2 aku + adik beradik agaknye terlampau kebulur. Mama sanggop bgi makanan die. Mulut die cakap X NAK makanan tu, tp sebenarnye die sayang anak2 die.

Waktu dok asrama dulu, mama selalu dtg lawat time weekend.Ayah g keje. Mama + Suraya (adik aku) sanggop naek bas melawat aku. Time tu, sekolah aku dalam kem. So,penah sekali tu bus xmasuk dlm kem. Nak xnak, mama jalan kaki masuk kem. Bagi aku,orang muda, sangatlah jauh. Bila dah nak sampai sekolah aku, dari jauh aku dpt tgok mama jalan dengan bakul makanan kt tangan.Sayu hati aku time tuh...Tp bile dah senang sikit, ayah dtg ngn mama naik keta.Dah xpyah nak naek bas lagi.


Sekarang,Mama masih lagi macam dulu. Masih bangun pagi2 mcm dulu. Kekadang bile aku muhasabah diri, teringat balik saat2 aku tinggi2 suare,marah2 dekat mama. Kadang2 aku teringat bile mama pujuk aku bile aku tibe2 moody +naik hangin. Banyak sgt dosa aku. Aku sentiasa doa ALLAH pjg kan lah umur ayah mama supaya aku sempat balas jasa mereka. Supaya aku sentiasa rase kasih syg mereka. My life is nothing without them. A fact that nobody can denies.Even kalau hari ni kau marah2 + xsuke dengan parents sekali pon, at da end korg akan cari mereka jugak. Aku doa kan Mama + Ayah sentiasa diampuni dosa-dosa mereka, diberi nikmat kesihatan, dan sentiasa mendapat keberkatan dalam hidup.Amin.

TO MY BELOVED MOTHER,  
PUAN ZABIAH BT ABD MAJID,


I LOVE U SOOOOOOO MUCH, WE ALL LOVE U.





Thursday, May 5, 2011

I'm touched

Simple lyric but meaningful.And it's based on true love story of Chris Medina (eliminated bfore top 24, Amerian Idol) and his fiance, who is now paralysed@paraplegic due to brain injury after accident.He stayed with her despite of her disabilities. I love this song the first time i heard this. i did watch his audition on TV and i can say that it's true love.



Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
 And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

 before da accident.she's s pretty

 dis how she looks like after da accident.jut b4 audition.

 just after he passed thru da audition.

since wifi is so #$$%^, i cant put the vid clip here.
*p/s : J.Lo cried for his story and after he was elimnated!

Palpitation is a BAD SIGN !

sekarang memang sgt stress!! FINAL EXAM + MEDICINE POSTING...
aku SUPER CUAK bile terpikir nak final dah..lagi 96 hari jek.byak gile bende basic ak xtaw.baru 1-2 hari ni nk try rajen2 sikit. pening byk bnde still xtaw.sgt malu.

tp ni sume salah sendiri.sape suruh BERSENANG-SENANG DAHULU, MERANA-MERANA KEMUDIAN? sape suh study last minute.ntah la.nak dipikir2, bnde dah jadik. honestly, aku xde bnde yg leh drive mood stdy kecuali EXAM. lagipon aku nye memory sgt la poor...bru bace malam ni, esok dh lupe 50%.

plus, skrg posting medicine...dah masuk 2nd month, dah tukar doctor.Dr.Bee ni bagus.tp die suke tanye2.so akan terpsycho la jawabnye. tp setakat ni die memang sempoi.xde marah2.tp as a student, xkan nak perform badly je kan? my adrenaline will keep on rushing whenever have class with him.bukan ape, i'm a PERFECTIONIST or at least try to look for perfection even x perfect pon! so, bile buat bnde xperfect, jadik stress la kan...


pastu dilema bile pikir wedding kaklong...next monday tu aku dah EOP...sempat ke nk study??? klu 1st EOP medicine dulu tu pon dh xdpt cover sume, apetah lagi klu aku enjoy time wedding tu nanti...klu ikot hati, hentam je la..tp syang la result tu.but, this is first wedding in family...rugi klu miss..tawakkal je la.

pape pon, sgt2 harap my spirit will be there when i need it...pls be with me till da end..

bile stress, HOMESICK jadi nye...tp bile dh blik rumah, asik tensen lak dok bergadoh...huhu..

tu je la nak membebel.lapar dh perot.nak cari makan.bubye!


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